I Love You

She says that I have never really loved her from my heart

I never said it so she doesn’t believe me .. I play my part

There's a pain in my gut that I'm feeling today,

for the love of my life feels further each day.

The sorrow is so much and the pain is so deep.

I've hurt her again' I can't even sleep.

as she slept there beside me, never knowing the truth,

I just smile and hope our love is bigger than that truth

I am sitting alone today…On a bench that’s made for two

I don’t let anyone sit there…. It’s a place only meant for you

Why do I hold on? I really don’t know why

I should move on yes? Maybe I’d rather die

Of all the emotions a person can feel,

Love is scariest and hardest to heal

I want you to know that I will never say

I love you … till my dying day