Monday, March 26, 2007

ur the luv of my life,
the one I never thought I'd find,
I think abt u always,
I can't get u off my mind,

the days go by,
and ur not here,
I long for the moment,
when I can hold u near,

time drags on,
ever so slow,
I love u my darling,
and I need u so,

I wish u were here,
so i cud hold u close,
the warmth of ur touch,
is what I miss the most,

I lie here in bed,
thinking of u,
I never imagined,
I could feel so blue,

these thoughts that I have,
they cut like a knife,
because I miss u so much,
the love of my life . .

Sunday, March 25, 2007

teri har ek aahat ko suna hai maine
tere har jasbe ko mehsoos karta hoon
tere har dard ka ehsaas hai mujhko
har us ehsaas main tujhko dhoondta hoon
tere har khat se tere kareeb aata hoon
neele amber ko darpan samjha hai maine
har sapne main teri hi jhalak dekhta hoona
ashko ko moti ki tarah sambhala hai maine
in motiyon ko seene se lagaye rakhta hoon
tere har khat se tere kareeb aata hoon

apne jazbaat par kaboo kar na saki
us pyar ko tum bhi bhula na saki
main tujhse door kahan jaoonga
tere pyar ko kaise bhul paoonga
aakhen band karke jo tum khwab dekhogi
har us khwab main tum mujhe hi paoogi
mere khat jo chuppa na sake tumse
phir wakif huyi ho tum us gham se
tere har akshar main khudko paata hoon
har lafz par sau maut marta jaata hoon
tu likh ...is maut se hi jeene ki wajah pata hoon

your empty eyes call out to me
reminding me of my every vow
the betrayal is what you choose to see
i close my eyes and hope somehow
you forgive me for what i had to do

there are a million things and more
that i would like you to know today
but as i look at the smile on his face
i stand - i know not what to say
so i write ...